Fucked Hard

Sometimes a girl just needs to be fucked. And, though I don't have the body of a girl, the girl I am has really needed to be fucked for quite some time now. Last night, she (that is, I) finally got fucked good and hard.

I'd been watching feminist porn for hours and was really aroused. The panties I was wearing had been soaked with precum, on and off, for much of the day. I could a see lot of it, dried inside them.

I was ready to have sex with myself. And, as I walked up to my bedroom, I thought about what I'd do, and what I'd wear while I did it. Throughout the day, I'd been wearing a batik skirt, blue and white, and a ruched blue t-shirt, with gray, strappy sandals. Underneath, I had on a blue camisole, with lace trim, and dark blue cotton panties. I decided to lose the skirt and top, and so went to bed in my panties, cami, and sexy shoes.

I don't have a foot fetish, any more (or less) than most shoe-loving girls do, but I absolutely adore these shoes. I feel incredibly sexy with them on my feet. The day I got them in the mail (as a closeted trans person, I order almost all shoes online), I was so aroused when I tried them on that I had to masturbate while wearing them. And that was so good, I had to do it again. They're that hot. This day, I was trying to hold it off, though just looking at my feet encased in those sexy shoes was enough to make me want to cum.

NJoy Pure Wand

I got into bed with a collection of my toys. First up was the Pure Wand, by NJoy. It's metal, with an inch-thick ball on one end, and an inch and a half ball on the other end, with a sensual curve in the middle that narrows to about half an inch. It's fantastic both for fucking and for stimulation of the prostate. I put the smaller ball into me first and then angled the toy so that the shaft was pointed directly into my rectum. That let me fuck myself freely.

Metal toys are great for this kind of thing. They are so smooth, you almost feel as if you don't need lube, though of course you do, and I had applied plenty. So I just lay back and started fucking myself slowly, then faster, alternating speed, angle, and depth, luxuriating in the intensity of the sensations as the shaft of the toy stimulated the delicate, and oh-so-sensitive, tissues around, and just inside, my anus.

I could hear myself moaning, as if from far away, and I was starting to feel as if I wanted to cum. Before I did so, however, I wanted to taste myself. One of the real joys of prostate play, to me, is the delicious, and incredibly sexy, fluid that it draws out of me, and the Pure Wand is extremely good at extracting it. So I put the Wand deep into myself and pushed the free end away from me, forcing the ball that was inside me up and behind my prostate. Then, slowly, I drew it out, so that the ball rode over the length of my now swollen p-spot. It felt amazing the first time, but that did not produce anything. So I did it again, and again, and the fourth time I had my reward: a large drop of something that is more or less cum, prostatic fluid, which I scooped up with my finger and fed to my waiting mouth. A few more cycles produced a few more drops of cum, and I tried to hold as much of it in my mouth as I could. The taste of cum on my tongue, together with the tight feeling in my groin, was making me yearn for an orgasm.

I started moving the Wand faster over my prostate, though not with as much pressure. I focused first on the anterior portion, near my anus, then on the posterior portion, deep inside me. I came fast, and I was gasping with pleasure as my orgasm hit me. I fucked myself through it, just trying to hold onto the feelings that were coursing through my body, and I came again but moments later. This time, I could not keep going. The sensations were overwhelming, and I had to stop. So I just held the Wand, halfway inside me, and sort of jiggled it on my prostate, as contraction after contraction ripped through my quivering body. It was long, and extremely intense.

Icicles #21

I treated myself to a couple more orgasms like that, before I decided I was really ready to be fucked. The Pure Wand is great, but for a serious fucking, I need a bit more girth. What was going to give it to me that night was the Icicles No 21 glass dildo. I lubed myself up again and, lying on my back, started to put the No 21 inside me. At about an inch and five-eighths, though, the head was more than I could take right then. I had to slow down and loosen my ass until it would accept the dildo. I love the feeling when it finally does, when my sphincter opens over the invader, and then I know it is passing into me, and my muscles close over it and draw it inside. I drew it deep, deep into me. All the way into me, as far as it would go, savoring how it felt as it passed through my anus and into my rectum, savoring its bulk as it filled me up.

Icicles #22

I started to fuck myself slowly, lying on my back, with one leg pulled up toward my chest, and my arm reaching around behind that leg to grasp the dildo. I figured this was just going to be a fucking, and that I'd not get a lot of prostate stimulation. I'd previously played with the Icicles No 22, and I was totally sold on how smooth and hard glass dildos are. But I'd not played with one that was curved the way the No 21 is, and in fact I'd warned in an article about prostate stimulation that glass dildos aren't so great, precisely because of how rigid they are, and that curves didn't matter. I was about to be proved wrong (and would then have to update the article).

As I moved the dildo in and out of my ass, I could feel the small bumps on the shaft starting to work on me. Because of the curve, the head moved across my prostate with increasing pressure as the dildo was withdrawn. And to my great surprise, small drops of prostatic fluid began to appear at the tip of my cock, dripping down onto my stomach (since I was lying on my back). I was getting very wet. My arousal began to build, the feeling of tension deep within me welling to the point that I could hardly stand it. I'd not been stimulated in quite this way before, and, while in some sense orgasm seemed inevitable, I was not at all sure what would tip me over the edge, or whether I might simply stay in this suspended state, for who knows how long. My hips, however, knew just what to do, and I started fucking the dildo more than it was fucking me, bucking my hips at it, as it thrust in and out of my sensitive, welcoming, desirous little asshole. All of a sudden, I came, hard and loud, with a ferocity I've rarely known, collapsing back onto the bed as I exhausted myself.

I fucked myself that way to a couple more orgasms, though I was struggling to find a position I could maintain once I started cumming. I rolled over on my side, which often works, and was able to have another orgasm that way, though it was not much more comfortable. Suddenly, though, I had an idea.

All weekend, I'd been thinking about some way to mount a dildo on something, so I could fuck it without having to hold it with my hands. I've tried many things over the years, but nothing that has worked well enough to satisfy me. I realized that maybe the flange on the dildo would fit between the mattress and the box spring on the bed so, if I knelt on the floor, I could fuck myself by rocking back and forth on the dildo. So I hopped off the bed and got on the floor, the dildo still buried inside my butt, and tried to maneuver the base into place. It took a bit of work, but I got it settled well enough, and the bed seemed to be holding it. I started moving back and forth over the dildo, slowly at first, and then faster. Sadly, though, the angle was not quite right. Our bed is very high, and even raised as high up on my knees as I could get, the dildo was not at the right angle. It kept falling out of the bed, and when it was held properly in place it was angled too far away from my prostate to be terribly effective.

I then realized, however, that the point of mounting it was not so much that I did not need to hold it, but that I did not need to move it. So I tried to find a way to hold it without moving it. I took the dildo out from between the mattress and box spring and set it a bit lower, against the box spring, just holding it there with my hand. I started bucking back and forth on the dildo with enthusiasm. The angle was now perfect, and the dildo, with its gentle curve, was massaging my prostate with every thrust. My cock, which was about half hard, was swinging back and forth, as well. I looked below me and was stunned, and extremely aroused, to see that the bed skirt behind me was covered with droplets of prostatic fluid, which were being forced out of me as I fucked myself. I stopped for a moment, and licked the little droplets up, one after the other, then went back to work. A short while later, I came explosively, my ass grabbing at the dildo.

Kneeling on the floor the way I was, however, was not terribly comfortable, and nothing was holding the dildo now anyway, so I got back up onto the bed. I fucked myself then as I do not think I had ever been fucked before. I was up on my knees, supporting myself with one hand. The other hand was wrapped around behind me, just holding the dildo in place at first, as it had when I'd been on the floor. I started to rock my hips on it, hard and fast, my cock swinging underneath me, hitting my stomach with each thrust backwards, and throwing fluid up onto my belly. My hand was no longer content to be still. It now needed to fuck me as badly as I needed to be fucked. I started to thrust the dildo forth and back, in opposition to the movement of my hips. The entire length of the dildo was moving in and out of me with each thrust, the tip was moving back and forth over my prostate, and soon I could feel a tremendous orgasm building within me. It felt as if my entire groin was going to explode. I delayed it for as long as I was able, angling my hips downward to reduce the pressure of the dildo on my prostate, then angling them upward again when I could take it no longer and had, desperately had, to cum. And then it hit me, carrying me along on waves of delirious pleasure. I was no longer in control of my body, or even aware of what I was doing. But my hand kept going, and my hips kept going. They knew what to do. And I came and came and came. Some time later, I just collapsed onto the bed, exhausted for the moment, but desperately wanting more of whatever it was I'd just experienced. I went at it a couple more times, then turned onto my back and fucked myself just as hard as I could, my hips bucking at the glass cock inside me.

My own cock was in an odd state. I do not usually get hard when playing with my prostate. Yet my cock was engorged. On the other hand, however, as swollen as it was, it was shorter than it usually would be. Fully erect, I am a bit over six inches. Now, I was probably about four, and not quite rigid but just thick. I decided not to worry about it.

As I said before, I love the feeling of my anus being opened and something passing into me. The vigorous fucking had loosened my asshole enough that I could now pop the No 21 in and out of me easily, so I did so, over and over again. And that made me more than ready for the larger end of the Pure Wand.

I lubed myself up some more, and it slid right into me. I love the feeling of that big ball inside my ass, filling me up. I put it deep into me and pulled it out along my prostate, trying to pull some prostatic fluid with it, right out of my cock. I'd grabbed a small plate from the bathroom, and set it under my cock to catch the outflow. A drop here, a drop there, and before long I had a decent amount of the cum-like fluid on the plate, which I raised to my mouth and licked clean. With my mouth now full of the taste of cum, I worked the Wand over my prostate, and came a few more times.

I was almost done, but there was one thing I still wanted to do, the thing that would make me feel I'd really been fucked properly, and that was to screw myself with an old Vac-u-Loc dildo. It may well be the original model. I've owned it for nearly twenty years.

It can take some work to get it into me. I'm not entirely sure why. It's not that thick, though it widens out to an inch and three quarters near the base. But it is thick all the way down, so perhaps that makes it difficult to insert very far. In any event, I knew I was well stretched now, and it would go into me without any fuss. So I lubed myself up again, put a condom on the dildo (which makes it a lot more slippery), and stuffed it up my ass. It caught just a bit at one point, but I shifted my hips, and it slid in comfortably. Or, if not comfortably, then at least easily, right up to the bulb at the base. My ass was now about as stretched as it gets, and I was about as full as I get. That feeling alone is enough, when I am so aroused, to bring on an orgasm, which it did.

This dildo is too big for it to be easy for me to fuck myself with it, so I moved it slowly in and out, simply enjoying the feel of my anus as it accepted and released its lover. I was able to angle the dildo so that it put a lot of pressure on my prostate, and I had a couple more orgasms that way. I then got up on my hands and knees, and did myself that way for a bit, as well, but it was really too much for me to be able to hold it steady and fuck myself at the same time. I decided to try sitting on it, more or less, and knelt up, holding it under me, lifting my hips off it and then lowering myself again onto it. That worked pretty well, and I came a couple more times.

I have no idea how many orgasms I had had by then. At least twenty, maybe thirty. I was starting to feel quite tired. I needed, though, to have one last orgasm.

I sat down on the dildo, taking it as far into me as it would go. I reached down and grabbed my cock, still hard but small, and started stroking it fast. A fantasy rushed through my mind, of my wife, and her beautiful, round, full ass in front of me, my face buried between her cheeks, wetting her little rosebud with my tongue, and sharing with her some of the pleasures I'd just been experiencing. I grabbed the plate I'd been using before, and with the image of my wife's ass firmly before me, ejaculated a tablespoon or more of cum onto the plate. It oozed out more than it spurted out, which is not unusual when I have had so many orgasms, and it was somewhat watery, as well. But good enough.

I raised the plate to face and poured as much cum as I could into my mouth, licking up the rest.