Confessions of a Cum Queen

By Linda of California Originally from http://textfiles.com/sex/EROTICA/C/cumqueen.txt

My name is Linda, and I am twenty-four years old. I am about five foot seven inches tall, and weigh somewhere around one-hundred twenty-five pounds, depending on when you catch me. My measurements are 36C-24-35. I have dark black hair, and I guess you could say I am pretty good looking, as I have never had any trouble attracting men. My eyes are green, and my best feature is probably my tits, although many guys also like my legs, which I keep trim and lean with a lot of bicycling and jogging. I have a Master's degree, income of over $75,000 a year, own my own home, and closets full of expensive and luxurious clothes, all of which I bought myself, thank you. I work for a large company in a major metropolitan area, and am pretty outgoing and friendly.

The Sexual Liberation of Me

I have mentioned before here that I like to be spanked, but also that I have never had a partner who was into spanking me. I never even mentioned the desire to my wife, Lee, until we'd been together almost fifteen years, and even then I did so tentatively, at best. At that time, she was reluctant to share that with me, for very good reasons: We are both survivors of childhood abuse. It is understandably difficult for to get her mind around spanking me as a way of loving me.

A Plea on Behalf of Cum

Most of my sexual partners, all of whom have been female,^* have basically been squeamish about cum. They just haven't cared for the stuff. I don't mean they didn't like to swallow. That's rarely even been a conversation worth having. Few of my sexual partners have wanted the stuff in their mouths period. In fact, they didn't really want it anywhere. They didn't want to touch it, and if it ended up inside them, then I guess that was just something they felt they had to deal with. It would get wiped up, or deposited in the toilet, or whatever.

Spanking Myself

As I mentioned in my first post on this topic, I like to be spanked. But I have never had a partner who really wanted to spank me. As a result, most of my spankings have been self-inflicted.

Self-spanking has gotten a little more notoriety recently, largely due to the appearance in October 2012 of a blog, The Art of Self-Spanking, that was devoted to the practice. The authors of the blog, who called themselves John and Jessica (and who are not a couple), also wrote an e-book by the same title. (Unfortunately, the blog has since ceased to be active, and, as far as I can tell, the e-book is no longer available.)

Being Spanked

I like to be spanked. I'm not into the BDSM scene, and the whole "Fifty Shades" phenomenon leaves me a bit cold. But I do like to be spanked.

Why? Several reasons.

Stimulating the Prostate to Orgasm (III): Dildos and Thrusting

In the first post in this series, I gave some general advice about how to approach learning to have prostate orgasms and talked about manual stimulation of the prostate. In the second post, I talked about the virtues of probes, prostate massagers, and vibrators. In this, the third and last post, I will discuss the use of dildos.

Stimulating the Prostate to Orgasm (II): Probes, Prostate Massagers, and Vibrators

In the first post in this series, I gave some general advice about how to approach learning to have prostate orgasms and talked about the easiest way to try to stimulate the prostate: manually. In this post, I will talk about the use of probes, prostate massagers, and vibrators.

Stimulating the Prostate to Orgasm (I): General Advice

In two previous posts, I talked about what prostate orgasms are and described my own long journey of discovering how to have them. In the next few posts, I'll describe different ways of stimulating the prostate so as to cause them.

Prostate Orgasms

As I recounted in the first post in this series, it took me several years after I first discovered prostate orgasms until I learned to be able to have them on a regular basis. But what exactly is a prostate orgasm?

How I Discovered Prostate Orgasms

I don't remember when I discovered anal play or what led me to it. I've always enjoyed fucking my girlfriends in the butt, though I've only rarely had the pleasure. What I don't recall is when or how I discovered how the pleasure to be had from my own butt being fucked.