Great Blow-job From Lee

Lee is going to be headed to her mother's house for a week starting tomorrow, so we both wanted to make sure we had sex before she did. She was feeling a bit down because she'd been so tired the last few days and unable to join me. She asked me when she got home from work on Friday whether I'd masturbated the night before, and I told her I had. She looked disappointed, not because I had, but, again, because she felt like she'd let me down. Not many years ago, it probably would have been a problem, because we had such a bad dynamic around initiating sex and the like. But that hasn't been true for a while, so I told her it was fine, which it was.

Our daughter was going to be coming home from her college abode, where she's been working for the summer, since it's her birthday, and we were all going to go to a baseball game together. But we had some time, so we stayed in bed, dozing and talking, until fairly late. As we did, I started to caress her stomach, lifting the tank top Lee had worn to bed, and then to stroke her pussy through her panties. We eventually decided we'd better get to it, and Lee said she'd like a visit from her purple friend, since she'd not see it for a while. I told her she could take it with her, but she said it would be too loud. To be honest, I was teasing, since I can't see her using it at her mother's house.

I spent a bit more time caressing Lee's vulva, first under her panties and then over them, until she asked me please to get her toy. So I rolled over and grabbed it from beside the bed, plugged it in, and started it up. I didn't focus on her clit right away, but used it to rub a large oval around her vulva: starting at the top, then going down her right lip to her vagina, around the very bottom of her pussy, and then up the left lip. I did that a few times, then just rubbed the vibrator up and down her slit. All of this was to tease her, to increase her arousal before we moved in the direction of orgasm. She was starting to make the sweet little noises she does when she is aroused.

I made the circles smaller as I went, then let the vibrator settle over her clit. I was moving it just in very tiny circles when Lee reached down to grab it and hold it steady, and push it harder into her. I didn't realize she was so close to orgasm, but moments later she threw her head back and came, long and hard. She started to lift the vibrator off her clit, but I "fought" her a bit and held it in light contact with her vulva, and she came a second time, just as she was coming down off the first one. Then, though, she had to pull the vibrator off her. She gets so sensitive.

"It's like magic", she said, smiling, as she came out of it. I just kissed her.

"What do you want to do with your penis?" she asked me. I honestly wasn't sure. I felt too tired to fuck, meaning: I was unsure I'd be able to keep an erection if we did. So I kind of punted. What I really wanted was a blowjob, but for some reason I didn't want to ask for it. I've always got this problem asking Lee for things. I feel like I'm imposing on her. To some extent, that's just my issue, and I'm trying to be less reticent, but it can still be hard. Lee has some problems with the muscles in her hand, and I know her hand gets tired. Her mouth, too. But I guess I should let her be the judge of when it is too much.

Anyway, Lee eventually offered to put my cock in her mouth, and I told her that'd be great. But I had no idea it would be as great as it turned out to be.

Lee started by licking my cock and sucking lightly on the glans. She then got into stroking the shaft with her hand while sucking gently on the tip. It was about that time I started to think I might actually be able to cum from her sucking me. Usually, she'll just suck me for a while, and then I'll finish by masturbating. But Lee seemed really to be getting into what she was doing, which was making me a lot more able to relax. She then started bobbing her mouth on my cock, so that it was going in and out of her mouth quite quickly. I started to thrust my hips at the same time, so I was basically fucking Lee's mouth, and she was moving her head in rhythm with me.

That felt amazing, and it launched me into a fantasy. I love the idea of fucking a woman's mouth in a more dominant way. I imagined Lee lying at the edge of the bed, her head thrown back, and me standing over her, with my cock in her mouth, fucking her beautiful face. I kept that fantasy going as she went back to stroking me with her hand and occasionally sucking the glans. It was like every time she did put me into her mouth, I'd start to move closer to orgasm, and then when she'd take me out again I'd fall back a little bit. Two steps forward, one step back. That teasing was really building my arousal—and the more aroused I get before I cum, the more intense the orgasm when I finally do.

Lee seemed to sense what was happening and started to put me into her mouth for longer at each stretch. (Was she concerned about my cumming in her mouth? I'll have to ask her....) In my fantasy, I started to think about how it would look as I pulled out of Lee's mouth and came all over her face. That, together with what Lee was doing, took me over the edge, and I started to cum really hard. It felt so great that I was almost laughing as I finished.

"That was terrific", I said, barely managing that much.

Masturbating in the Morning

One of the things I like about how my body works is how wet I get when I am aroused, by which I mean how much precum my body produces. I don't even really have to be aroused. All I have to do is talk or think about sex for a few minutes, and my cock is dripping. And it seems like the longer it's been since I've ejaculated, the more easily that happens, and the more precum I produce. The other day, for example, I was writing Lee a sexy letter, and when I was done with it there was a huge wet spot on the inside of my panties.

I guess that must be part of why I had the dream I did last night. I was having sex with some woman in my dream, not someone I know or even that I recognized. But, in the dream, she was absolutely fascinated by how much precum my cock makes, and she kept licking it off the tip of my cock, then decided to collect some in a spoon. In reality, I don't think I've ever actually produced anywhere near a tablespoon of the stuff, but in my dream I was able to produce that much over and over again, and my dream lover just adored it. As a result, I woke up not only feeling horny and with an erection, but with my cock dripping. Lee and I had had sex on Thursday [[LINK]], but I had not ejaculated, and I hadn't ejaculated since, either, so it was prime precum time, and my panties were soaked.

Lee was still asleep, but I knew that I was probably too aroused to get back to sleep myself. So I decided to lie there and play with my genitals until she woke up, thinking maybe we could have sex then. I didn't want to touch my cock, as that would really make me want to cum. But there's this spot on the underside of my scrotum, close to where it connects to my perineum, that is wonderfully sensitive, and it seemed like a good time to give it some attention. It's almost a magic sort of spot. I have often noticed that, if I'm masturbating and anywhere near orgasm, then touching that spot, or somehow having something make contact with it, will often send me over the edge. So I pulled my panties down and started gently stroking the underside of my scrotum. As aroused as I already was, it felt fantastic, and I could feel the precum start dripping out of my cock and fall onto my stomach, and I reached down and scooped some of it into my mouth.

I like to be spanked, but I usually have to spank myself, as Lee has legitimate reasons in her own history to be uncomfortable doing it. It's a topic that has, for some time, been "off the table" between us, something I don't raise with her, and I'd more or less resigned myself to the fact that I'd never get to share this particular pleasure with Lee. More recently, though, as a result, I think, of work we've been doing to improve our sex life, she's hesitantly started to explore the idea. She had asked me a couple questions about it after dinner the night before, and I'd fallen asleep thinking I should try to write her with some links to online resources and a handful of comments trying to explain a bit about why I like being spanked. So, as I lay there stroking my scrotum, I started thinking about what I'd say in my letter. I even allowed myself to indulge briefly in a fantasy of Lee spanking me, and that really got me going. I hadn't really been that hard before—being sexually aroused doesn't necessarily mean having an erection—but now I definitely was.

I kept at this for probably half an hour or so, and Lee finally woke up to go to the bathroom. She was obviously still tired, and when she came back to bed she rolled over on her side, facing away from me. I stopped what I'd been doing and rolled over to face her, stroking her back lightly as she fell back to sleep. I lay looking at her as she breathed slowly, thinking about how much I love being in our big, comfy bed with her. After a while, though, I rolled onto my back again and started to resume what I'd been doing before. But I wanted to be naked now, so, as quietly as I could, so as not to wake my sleeping beauty, I slithered out of my panties. As I did, I discovered a wet spot on the bed, from where I'd been dripping precum as I'd been lying on my side. As I said, I love this part of how my body works. I like having this touchable, taste-able sign and product of my arousal, and the thought that I was so aroused as to leave such a large wet spot after just a few minutes made me feel even more aroused.

Still a bit tired myself, I drifted in and out of fantasy and a sort of dream-like half-sleep for another half hour or so. Lee eventually woke up, and she turned over and put one of her arms around me. We kissed a sleepy, morning kiss, and she pulled the sheet off me for a moment so she could see what I was doing. "Your cock is dripping", she remarked, as she covered me back up. Lee knew what that meant, but she said she really needed some coffee, and I knew I wouldn't be having sex with her that morning. I was a little disappointed, but I knew the only thing I wanted to do was masturbate, anyway, so I wasn't too disappointed.

Lee went into the bathroom to brush her teeth, then headed down to the kitchen. I tossed the sheet back off my body and looked down at my crotch. My cock was very hard and very wet, there was a puddle of precum on my stomach. My pubic hair, at the top, anyway, was matted from the wetness that had dripped onto it. I grabbed ahold of my cock with my right hand and started stroking slowly. I didn't fantasize about anything, just watched myself masturbate. I wanted to see myself cum. I knew this would not take long, and it didn't. Within a minute or so I felt the orgasm beginning as my prostate contracted once, then again, and suddenly cum was shooting out of my cock onto my stomach, spurt after spurt. It was one of the biggest loads of cum I've ejaculated in quite a while.

I licked off the cum that had fallen onto my hand, cleaned myself up with my panties, and got up to start the day.

Playing Together

Lee and I were both feeling tired, but it had been a few days since we'd fooled around, and we both wanted to feel that connection you can only feel with someone through sex.

As often, Lee was wanting to use her "little purple friend", as she calls it, which is otherwise known as the Inspire vibrator from California Exotic Novelties. It's little, but it's powerful, and it gets her off like nothing else she's tried so far. So we got into bed, me in just my panties, and her in a t-shirt and her panties. We kissed for a bit and then caressed each other. I love to stroke Lee's stomach, and that was making me hard, so she reached down and took my cock out of my panties, holding it and stroking it softly. I found my way into her panties and massaged her labia for a while, and then she declared that she was ready for her friend.

A Spanking Fantasy

In a previous post, I explained how and why Lee has started to express an open-ness to spanking me and mentioned that I've been playing variations of a certain fantasy through my head for a week. Somehow, though, I never got around to writing them down. Here's the one that stuck with me.

Wife Catches Me by Navakantam

An old alt.sex.stories story, archived in Kristen's Collection and reprinted here.

I love cum. I've been eating it since I was 18. These stories I'm only now sharing are part of my life. I never realized that there were others like me. I'm hot just thinking about others enjoying their bodies the way I do.

Shot in the Shorts

This is not a story I wrote. It's one I found on Usenet many years ago and saved.

My name is Amelia, I am a 20 year old university student, and I make boys cum in their pants. Well, men too, I guess, but it started with boys. I just can't help it. And by pants I mean underpants - I'm English, not American! Sometimes I actually touch them, but the best ones are when they just lose it and cum all on their own. I love the look on their faces when they realise that it's going to happen and that there is nothing that they can do about it. Then they throw caution to the wind and let go and enjoy it, and finally they realise that they now have a load of cum in their pants and that they are in for a bit of a sticky day! Don't get me wrong - I love sex as much as the next girl and nothing makes me happier than to have a nice hard cock in my pussy (or my mouth or my bum, come to that!), but there is just something special about having a boy fancy you so much that he just ejaculates in his underwear. Or in my underwear, but we'll get to that!

Confessions of a Cum Queen

By Linda of California Originally from http://textfiles.com/sex/EROTICA/C/cumqueen.txt

My name is Linda, and I am twenty-four years old. I am about five foot seven inches tall, and weigh somewhere around one-hundred twenty-five pounds, depending on when you catch me. My measurements are 36C-24-35. I have dark black hair, and I guess you could say I am pretty good looking, as I have never had any trouble attracting men. My eyes are green, and my best feature is probably my tits, although many guys also like my legs, which I keep trim and lean with a lot of bicycling and jogging. I have a Master's degree, income of over $75,000 a year, own my own home, and closets full of expensive and luxurious clothes, all of which I bought myself, thank you. I work for a large company in a major metropolitan area, and am pretty outgoing and friendly.

The Sexual Liberation of Me

I have mentioned before here that I like to be spanked, but also that I have never had a partner who was into spanking me. I never even mentioned the desire to my wife, Lee, until we'd been together almost fifteen years, and even then I did so tentatively, at best. At that time, she was reluctant to share that with me, for very good reasons: We are both survivors of childhood abuse. It is understandably difficult for to get her mind around spanking me as a way of loving me.

A Plea on Behalf of Cum

Most of my sexual partners, all of whom have been female,^* have basically been squeamish about cum. They just haven't cared for the stuff. I don't mean they didn't like to swallow. That's rarely even been a conversation worth having. Few of my sexual partners have wanted the stuff in their mouths period. In fact, they didn't really want it anywhere. They didn't want to touch it, and if it ended up inside them, then I guess that was just something they felt they had to deal with. It would get wiped up, or deposited in the toilet, or whatever.

Spanking Myself

As I mentioned in my first post on this topic, I like to be spanked. But I have never had a partner who really wanted to spank me. As a result, most of my spankings have been self-inflicted.

Self-spanking has gotten a little more notoriety recently, largely due to the appearance in October 2012 of a blog, The Art of Self-Spanking, that was devoted to the practice. The authors of the blog, who called themselves John and Jessica (and who are not a couple), also wrote an e-book by the same title. (Unfortunately, the blog has since ceased to be active, and, as far as I can tell, the e-book is no longer available.)

Being Spanked

I like to be spanked. I'm not into the BDSM scene, and the whole "Fifty Shades" phenomenon leaves me a bit cold. But I do like to be spanked.

Why? Several reasons.

Anal Sex

Charlie Glickman offers some of his usual wisdom about how to have enjoyable anal sex.
If you've never checked out Charlie's book, The Ultimate Guide to Prostate Pleasure, you might should do that.

Lots of Cum

I think I just masturbated for four days, starting on Monday and finishing on Thursday. Not continuously, of course, but on and off. It wasn't so much that I was touching myself a lot. I was spending a lot of time gathering erotic stories I've written over the years to put on this site, and writing a couple of new things about more recent experiences. I also spent some time reading erotica from other sites, and a little bit of time watching porn. And while doing all of this, I'd often just be touching my cock lightly through my shorts and panties, and it in turn was leaking precum into my panties, which were wet most of the time, and crusted with dry precum when they weren't wet. When I went to the bathroom, I'd either get wetness on my hand, from brushing against the inside of my panties, or else I'd see the dried precum inside them—itself an arousing sight.

The Ultimate Guide, Chs. 5-6

Continuing to read Glickman and Emirzian's Ultimate Guide to Prostate Pleasure. This update is about chapters 5 and 6.

The Ultimate Guide, Chs. 1-4

I've started reading The Ultimate Guide to Prostate Pleasure, by Charlie Glickman and Aislinn Emirzian. I know a fair bit about the topic, but, as they say in the Introduction (p. xviii): "We thought we knew a lot before we started writing this book—we were surprised to discover how much more there was to know." I'm sure that's true, and I've already learned a few things.

Dr. Joel Kaplan Versatile Prostate Stimulator: A Reasonably Good Prostate Vibrator

Once I manage to get this toy in the right position, I'm able to orgasm with it repeatedly, so that's great. But getting it into the right position, and keeping it there, is more difficult than it ought to be. So, I find myself using this toy less than I otherwise might.

The Dr. Joel Kaplan Versatile Prostate Stimulator, from California Exotic Novelties, is obviously intended to be used by people with prostates. That said, I've seen what looks to be the same device advertised as a G-spot stimulator, and most P-spot vibrators will happily double as G-spot vibrators. So, it's likely that it can also be used that way. Since I've only got a prostate, though, I'll focus my review on that kind of use.

Aneros Peridise: An Amazing Little Toy

While it takes practice to learn how to make these things work with one's body, they are amazing little devices, capable of producing extraordinary pleasure by stimulating "peristaltic" orgasms.

The Peridise, from the fine folks at Aneros, is meant to be used anally, much like their other toys. These ones however, are advertised as being for anyone: for people without prostates, as well as for people with prostates. As it happens, I do have a prostate, so my experience is reported from that point of view.

Evolved Novelties P3: Not So Great

The P3 does get one thing right: The vibrator is at the tip of the insertable portion, so it can deliver the sensation right where it's needed. Unfortunately though, the insertable portion is not curved nearly enough to make solid contact with the prostate just as it's inserted. So you have to hold it in just the right position to get it to do its thing, which is something you can do with pretty much any vibrator that has the mechanism at the tip.

Nexus Vibro: Worth Twice the Titus?

The Vibro is a Titus that can vibrate. So the question is: Does adding the possibility of vibration make it worth over twice the money? For me, the answer is: No. The vibration adds very little to my experience when I use the Vibro the same way I'd use a Titus, and it is simply too weak to make the Vibro work well when used just as a vibrator.

Nexus Titus Prostate Massager: My Favorite Such Toy

From among the many non-vibrating prostate massagers that one controls using the PC muscles, this one is my favorite so far. If you like strong pressure on the prostate, the Titus will be a good bet.

Although there are probably other ways to use it, the Nexus Titus is intended to be used anally by people who have prostates. You insert it into the rectum, and the shape of the toy takes care of the rest, situating the toy so that the "tip" is in firm contact with the prostate. You can then do a variety of things so as to get the Titus to massage your prostate so as to produce sensual pleasure and so-called "prostate" orgasms. You can do this solo or during sex with a partner.